it's time.

is there anyone out there who could heal my broken heart? no let me paraphrase that. is there anyone out there who i would truly adore and love that will be able to mend my broken heart? come to think of it, i don't think there is. every guy i come across, ends up being the wrong guy. WHY? i'm tired of having my heart broken. i'm tired of sitting here moping around. why can't there be just that one PERFECT guy that i know i will stick with forever. so what if its not the time for me to find a guy. i just want to find one who will stay by my side through thick and thin, through the bumpy roads my life takes. i thought i had found someone like that. i'm really not sure anymore. he's an amazing guy. yeah he makes a FEW bad choices, but what person doesn't. he's given me crazy butterflies. he's such a sweet guy, loving, caring, and has a CHARMING smile. aww. his smile. his smile. he goofs around with me and it's cute. but oh his smile. oh and his muscles. haha. and tummy. XD i can go on. but no! ;] let's just say he's great. ;] i guess i like him too much. it's time that i let go of him. yeah i'll probably still have those feelings. but i won't allow them to get me off track with my life. i can't let that happen to me again. not ever. boys are boys, they'll always break a girls' heart one way or another...