over and done.

all this pain, all this agony, i hope it leaves me. i'm through with all this bull shit. i seriously can't believe it took me this long to do something like this. you probably lied to me more than once. i don't know. but it's to late now. i can't turn back. what's done is done. wait, let me make this clear to you. i've sat here patiently wondering, thinking, you kept me waiting which on my part was SO FRUSTRATING. seriously. what am i suppose to think. i used to believe we had something. i don't know what to think anymore. i'm not even sure if i'm okay right now. i do believe this is the right choice. so does many people and i'm glad i have there support. i know i'll make it through this with them by my side. even those who i would have not thought would help me out did, and i'm thankful for having everyone in my life. whether this breaks me or heals me, at least i know i have supportive friends who will always help me through whatever is happening in my life.